Kanye is a deusch.... Goodnight America!!

finally back in ship!!

Got back like two weeks ago... awesome!! Back to the life I love. being a dork, drinking and hanging out with my friends. Only bad thing is no swimming so I have to workout/fill my time with other things. Started out really dorky and played computer games, but that got old really quick. Just today I decided to go back and swim. 5500 yards really good considering the last time I got in the water to swim for sport was about 6 months ago. Then I ran a 5K. 18:35... not where I wanna be, but a month from now when I run it competitively I'll be down in the 16's hopefully. That should win by a bunch :). Unless some freak from the cross country team decides to come rain on my parade.

Found out this week I might get to go to a national conference for the psych research I did in ocean shitty. And it could get published. Published = basically free grad school!!!!!!!!!!!!! So now I'm working on knocking that out by mid October so it can be submitted. Which means I actually have to do stuff... :( merhh...

On a much sadder note. I lost one of my two kitties. I'm way more upset about it than I ever thought I would. I miss her and her sister misses her too..... big time. :( the black one is missing :(

Anyways, back to the books... later on

sooooo.... Yeah... this job really F*ing blows... seriously!! Hard to believe I know, but considering the fun of the job has been cut at least in half, I haven't saved shit since I've been down here, and I miss having real friends around, I just can't wait to get back to school. I've grown to hate my crew chief. I found out that he is by far the most selfish and self-centered person on the face of the planet. He's cheated on his girlfriend more times than I can count and he's the kind of guy who thinks outside the box... but if you don't agree, you're an asshole and and idiot and whtever else he feels like you are. It's gotten to the point where I really want him to pick a fight with me cuz I would have no remorse beating the shit out of him. And when we were out last night, he came up in conversation and thankfully I'm not the only person who thinks he's a complete and TOTAL douche-bag.

Only thing I'm looking forward to right now is my family coming down tomorrow, one of my best friends Ashley coming down, and then leaving for the boat trip with my old roommates. I'm getting lessons on how to make sushi in the near future too... for free!!!! I'm pumped.

OC blows....

I'm out.

Been a little while...

Been a while.... So updates.... I'm single.... MJ, BIlly Mayes, Farah Fawcett, Ed Mcmahon, all dead... Jeff Goldblume, not dead... Preston and Steve podcasts still fucking awesome... going out a little bit more now, still not spending a whole lot of money which is bueno...

Now I need to find a fun girl to hang out with again. I miss having a girl around. Gay I know, but I've always enjoyed having fun with girls I'm attracted to because I've found that I can always get hotter girls than I really should as long as I can spend some time with them. I can't do the one night hookup deal that all my roomates do. I wish I could but I like to keep my dignity in tact.

In the words of Matt Nathanson, "I'm ready.... I am ready to try anything."

MF!!!

Anyone out there who knows someone who looks remotely close to megan fox.... Please, have her call me.... I've become mildly obsessed again.... damn she's hot... that is all

RIP Michael Jackson

http://www.nj.com/entertainment/celebrities/index.ssf/2009/06/michael_jackson_dead_at_50_tmz.html

Fuck Canadians!!

THE END

get me out of here!!

Had veteran resert yesterday, it was more fun than a normal day on the beach. After work the roommates and I went surfing for a while. I got cold at the perfect time and left right before a crazy storm hit. The roomies were all still out in it... haha... sucka-free!!! I raged pretty hard last night. Went to Seacrets for the first time ever to see SOJA with Tommy. It wasn't bad i guess. I can see why tourists go there though. It gets pretty wild in there :).

Today I woke up drunk went out on the beach and basically talked to people on the beach for the biggest part of the day. Listened to the Preston and Steve show podcast and now I found a site where I can get all of their podcasts from WMMR, so I'm set for the rest of the summer. Music kinda blows right now, so at least I can laugh.

I finally finished the survey I've been procrastinating on for the last three weeks for my research project. I emailed it to my prof to look over but I'll have to call him too because he's the least cooperative prof I've ever encountered. The dude is a ghost when you really need to talk to him.

And moving on...

Distance relationships blow. Especially when I tend to be very into what I'm doing at the current moment that I'll forget I'm even in one most of the time. Not like I'm out macking mad bitches or anything, I just forget the whole communication thing most of the time. Not to mention I loathe talking on the phone... ummm.... EVER!! I can see this summer leading to the same end result as last summer. I'll slack off and she'll dump me. I really can't apologize for it though, my ADHD makes it hard enough for me to concentrate on my life let alone anyone elses.

Whatever, guess we'll just have to wait and see. I'm dreading this summer already. I honestly wanna just get back to school so I can graduate and move onto grad school in philly!! And I really wanna be closer to my family, especially dad. He seems even more alone than normal now, because his best friend died earlier this month from heart problems. Anybody have an older woman who's not really big on looks but could at least be his friend? haha

...

So I room with two brothers. One is the dude(Billy) I share a room with/my crew chief. He has a gf but has cheated on her...I wanna say four times now?! Not sure. But I've kinda lost a lot of respect for him recently because the last one(granted she was blacked out) was the chick his brother(Tommy) has been working for a while now and he really likes. I'm starting to feel bad for Tommy, although he gets more ass than I could dream of (but Billy gets even more than that), the girls he hooks up with are basically just to feed the little Tommy. But when he finds a chick he actually likes he gets weird and ends up putting himself in the friend zone and completely blowing it for himself. The girl talks to me about it cuz we go out as a group a few times a week and she's been trying to hit on me, but I just keep blowing it off. She wants me to come over sometime and watch a movie with her. Don't get me wrong the girl is hot, and has a sick personality(sick is good here), but I'm not gonna go down that road with Tommy too. And not that I would cuz I'm tied down... I just feel bad for the kid.

I really need a visit from someone from home or school cuz the people down here are a different breed. Most of them are cocky as all hell, some of them are toerable but if I had the choice I'd hang out with just about anyone else.... so if you're reading this take a fucking day off and come to ocean city, md and save me!!!!!

Ok.... I gotta get to bed I really have to stop staying up this late... fuck me!!

I'll leave you with my favorite Coxism (that's a Dr. Perry Cox quote for all of you non-Scrubs fans out there...

“Lemme go ahead and share a little something special with you that I like to call Perry’s Perspective. One: If someone’s standing in front of me in line at the coffee shop and they can’t decide what they want in the half an hour it took to get to the register, I should be allowed to kill them. Two: I’m fairly sure if they took porn off the internet, there’d only be one website left, and it’d be called “Bring back the porn!” Three and most importantly of all: The only way to be respected as a doctor — nay, respected as a man — is to be an island; you are born alone, you damn sure die alone.”

P.s. This blogging thing is growing on me...

the weekend :l

Merh... no response from the movie guy. Oh well. not like I had the part and lost it. anyways, I went home this past weekend to take my dad to the Phillies game. Too bad they lost it with two outs in the ninth. It was a heartbreaker. But even worse it seems like every time I go home my dad seems to be in worse and worse health, and it doesn't help that he's 62. I hate the fact that he still smokes and his problem stems directly from it. I'm so close to writing him a very heartfelt letter and sending him some aids to stop smoking. Because I really don't want my children to have to ask what my dad was like and have to tell them that they would have loved him, I want him to be able to see them and interact with them like his parents were able to do with me. If he couldn't that would honestly break my heart because my dad has been the only person I can say that really stuck by my side through every step of my life. I know people don't live forever but if he dies anytime soon because of something smoking related I'll never let myself go for not doing everything I can to at least help the situation. And it's becoming a bigger thing to me now because I now have seven relatively close friends with children.... I don't know, I just saw my friend Miles' baby and he's the absolute shit. I really wanted to steal him. but ok enough rambling.... Any input would be greatly appreciated!!!

Thanks...

Foxy

"I think we should take Iraq and Iran and combine them into one country and call it Irate. All the pissed off people live in one place and get it over with."

so this is interesting....

So today blew for the most part. the weather is cold so I cant even get a wicked awesome tan on the beach. After work was the softball meeting, ended up playing a little, that was fun. when I got out to my truck I check my phone and I had a voicemail. Last night I did the whole send an application to the director of that swimming movie my friend is in. The dude called me and said he wants to talk to me about some stuff!!!!!?!??!?!?!?!?!? Crazy. I mean I doubt he'll give me a part in the movie, but how fucking sweet would it be if he did? I'd get to go to L.A. and hang out on venice beach with all the pretty people. That would be a freaking dream come true. I called him back and didn't get an answer so I left him a voicemail and hopefully he'll call me again when I can talk!! that'd be freaking sweet!! I'll keep you updated for sho'.

P.S. the movie is called Topping Point. Google that shit.

P.S..... 75% wins again!!!! yayah!!!

Oh come on!!!!

Last two days have been super long and suuuppperrrrr gay. Same old shit, beach, run, sit for fucking hours upon hours... negative fun when you have to sit all day and watch other people have fun. Although I have gone to the gym the last few days... made me feel a little bit better about myself. And then.....

I come to find that a kid I swam with for basically my entire life up until college is going to be in a swimming movie... well maybe it's a small no name company trying to get it out there and it need a bigger studio to fund it. But I'm jealous... but the writer/director said he's still looking for people so I put in an application cuz it said no experience necessary, and I know the kid didn't have any. Still makes me feel like I've done absolutely nothing with my life. Why can't I be in a movie? Fuck I can do an irish accent like a mofo!!! whatever, maybe the director will drop me a line but I'm not keeping my fingers crossed... or am I?!?!???????

Might be going out tonight... not sure yet, haven't even eaten dinner yet and its 9:35!!! damn it I'm behind.

Found out someone has been trying to use my debit card number to buy shit online... Gotta love that ID theft protection!! that $12 a month for the past two years is finally paying off.

And I really need to get on my research project for the summer or I'm gonna be F***ED come september. I got most of the way through the initial survey and stuff but my prof doesn't like responding to emails or phone calls so I'm kind of in a bind.

I ran a mile in 5:30 today :) I still got it!!!

So.... here's de eart, sweet eart you might say? ROUND!!.... Heneway..

Gotta go and figure out whether or not its a 75% day.... I'm feeling pretty good about that....

Q: What do you call someone who can’t tell the difference between a spoon and a ladle?

A: Fat.

Finally a day off!!!!

Well it's my first day off in 17 days. If you've never experienced 17 straight days on the beach for seven and a half hours non-stop, it blows!! I know you think I'm nuts, but right now the thought of sand between my toes almost makes me want to punch a baby (maybe a little overkill?). Anyway, I still had a meeting this morning at 8:30 am to get my schedule and whatever other b.s. the captain had to say. If I didn't hate the beach so much right now I'd be out watching the Air show, but screw that. I'm starting a blog instead... Thanks Alyson for introducing me, now I'm going to be a cyberdork too.

Summer's going ok so far I guess. I'm trying to not go out constantly so I can save some money this summer. Although the few times I have gone out I've gotten pretty banged up... I'm running about a 75% chance of blacking out every time. Last time I blacked out before I left mackey's and seemed to have lost my bike on my way home... or I just got tired of falling down all the time which is what all the scratches on my legs and bruses on my hip suggest, and I just ditched the bike... oh well guess I'm walking for now

Anyways, my place is kickass down here. My room has a balcony that overlooks the bay, it's so sweet. See the picture?!... I tried using the panoramic thing on my phone to get the full effect.

I'm pumped the PENS WON THE CUP!!!! I absolutely hate the red wings considering they are like the yankees of the NHL. And I hope yankee stadium blows up during one of their practices.

I really hope I'll be able to get off saturday and sunday this week so I can have enough time to get back to philly so I can get to the Phillies game with my dad and my brother for father's day. :/

Anyways... That's my first ever blog... Not quite sure how much I likes it, but who know it might grow on me...

Later daters...

P.s. if you're in OCMD give me a call 484-332-1583

I'll see if I can remeber to add a funny quote to keep y'all comin' back for more!! haha

“Some jokes are short and elegant, like a mathematical proof or a midget in a ballgown.”